oh I just read cookiedealer´s comment and I see an interesting and different point of view from my own.... I cannot see JAe craving for more attention from yoochun....maybe that´s what I am missing? I know jaejoong has ALL yoochun´s attention but... maybe is the fact that yoochun is going on with his live, for instance.. going to work, what makes Jaejoong feel insecure and lack of attention? Cookiedealer really has a point there, with Jae slitting his wrists in Yoochun´s house... that´s new. He could have done it in another place if he really wanted to die. But if JAe wants yoochun to help him.. help him for real.....how yoochun is supposed to know what he needs if JAe doesn´t say what he truly wants..? can it be because Jaejoong himself doesn´t know? was jaejoong trying to be happy by keeping acting like the cheerish, crazy, funny boy that yoochun adore?
Maybe Iam not seeing Jae clearly.... and his love for Yoochun is something too tough for him? trying to be as what he know yoochun wants him to be. feeling ashamed and hopeless of his weak and dark side. Probably Jae rather wants yoochun to think of him as a bitch instead knowing the truth, all of this time? Maybe Jaejoong sees himself unable to keep the kind of real live that yoochun has? maybe that´s why he resented changmin so much? Ohh those are so many questions..... Agg jae, please live... I don´t want him to die... if yoochun isn´t the one to make him want to live.. then who??? (me *grin* WOOHOHOHOOHO ^O^) oh god my secret love for jae leaks out! help! hahaha
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Date: 2008-10-02 03:08 pm (UTC)Cookiedealer really has a point there, with Jae slitting his wrists in Yoochun´s house... that´s new. He could have done it in another place if he really wanted to die.
But if JAe wants yoochun to help him.. help him for real.....how yoochun is supposed to know what he needs if JAe doesn´t say what he truly wants..? can it be because Jaejoong himself doesn´t know?
was jaejoong trying to be happy by keeping acting like the cheerish, crazy, funny boy that yoochun adore?
Maybe Iam not seeing Jae clearly.... and his love for Yoochun is something too tough for him? trying to be as what he know yoochun wants him to be. feeling ashamed and hopeless of his weak and dark side. Probably Jae rather wants yoochun to think of him as a bitch instead knowing the truth, all of this time?
Maybe Jaejoong sees himself unable to keep the kind of real live that yoochun has? maybe that´s why he resented changmin so much?
Ohh those are so many questions.....
Agg jae, please live... I don´t want him to die... if yoochun isn´t the one to make him want to live.. then who???
(me *grin* WOOHOHOHOOHO ^O^) oh god my secret love for jae leaks out! help! hahaha
kisssssss
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