Oh god Jae..why the hell you keep hurting yourself? I seriously can't think of the reason why except that he has bipolarity and depression. But what causes his depression is another mystery.
I think I might begin to understand why Jae left Yoochun. Somehow, I think he left because he never wanted Yoochun to see this side of him or maybe I should say he never wanted to hurt Yoochun? But it's still a big mystery as to why meeting Yoochun again will worsen Jae's condition? I know Jae did love Yunho but I still feel that the one person that he could not let go is Yoochun. If he loves Yoochun so, why does hurt himself or give up on himself then???
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Date: 2008-10-03 09:35 am (UTC)Oh god Jae..why the hell you keep hurting yourself? I seriously can't think of the reason why except that he has bipolarity and depression. But what causes his depression is another mystery.
I think I might begin to understand why Jae left Yoochun. Somehow, I think he left because he never wanted Yoochun to see this side of him or maybe I should say he never wanted to hurt Yoochun? But it's still a big mystery as to why meeting Yoochun again will worsen Jae's condition? I know Jae did love Yunho but I still feel that the one person that he could not let go is Yoochun. If he loves Yoochun so, why does hurt himself or give up on himself then???
I am totally perplexed....T______T